Tagged by: jiayan!

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1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

i would go up to him tell i found out, ask him why. let him explain. if he gives some lame duck excuse. well the guy isnt the one for me. break up then. possibly find out who he cheated w n warn her about him.. cos he cheat once can cheat again right?

2.How do you know if someone likes you?

when they msg you for no reason asking you how you are.. get yr advice on things. when you catch them looking at you during class n if they ask you out for vday. :)

3.What will your dream wedding be like?

i want a garden wedding. if i had all the money in the world. i'll pick a wedding in laos. the rice fields are impeccably beautiful :) with that as a back drop to say my vows, and my family n closest friends there for me. :) oh and w my dream guy of course :)

4.Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

live life day by day. with all my worries put to God.

5.What's your ideal lover like?

someone who i can laugh with. be myself with. who can appreciate me for what i am. who thinks im beautiful. holds me when im down. comforts n encourages me.

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?

being loved by someone else :)

7.If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?

forget about him. he's probably not worth your time n effort. lol.

8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

depends on how much i like him. if i like him alot i probably will bother waiting. but if not. forget about him. not worth my time. lol.

9.Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?

the rest of the world's amazing drive to mug n mug n mug. n my bed calling out to me 3 quarts of my time. sleep. yay. :)

10.What do you want most in life?

that all my dreams come true. marriage. kids. family. friends :)

11.Is being tagged fun?

helps me to think about what i want in life :) helpful definitely.

12.If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?

best friends dont do that!
boyfriends SHOULDNT either.

13.Who is currently the most important person to you?

God fighting for no 1 spot. after all He created unending love :)

14.What kind of person do you think I am?

fun to talk to! fun to be with. fun to eat with! fellow food connossieur (how to spell) ahaha. trustworthy.

15.What is the most unforgettable thing/event in your life?

getting into med. (yes cliche i know) but i cant think of anything else at this moment.

16.If the person you secretly like cannot recognise you, what would you do/how would you react?

yar same as jiayan. lol
smile n re-intro myself but feel superbly crushed by it.. ><

17.Would you give your all in a relationship?

i'll do my best.

18.If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?

neither. it probably means im being desperate. n i dont like either enough to pick.

19.What type of friends do you like?

same as jiayan. lol.
friends whom i can depend on, whom i can confide in, whom i can talk crap all day n not feel bored n whom even in silence i feel confortable with them..

20.If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?

say april fools :)

yay :) see i blogged.

studying is bad for you.
written on 2007-12-04 at 1:10 a.m.

tmr is my CA! omg.

n i havent even finished studying a subject!
talk about last min cramming.
n everyone's going on about doing well for their exams.. cos they want to be good doctors.. sigh.
argh im stresseD! over some stupid mcq paper.

i cant believe i studied for 4 days straight for a 20 mcq paper. wah lao.

wish me luck. cant wait till its over.

-cheryl~*




BEHIND
written on 2007-11-13 at 10:22 p.m.

im so behinddddddd!

yes. exams are in 3 weeks. n im sick w an Fing cough that wont go away. thanks quanyou.

n everytime i try to study the cough will interrupt my train of thought. ROAR.

n with the med its not getting better its getting worse. WTF hello whats going on!?

ok i think i need to cancel shopping on saturday. DAMN.

i've ponned quite a lot of stuff this week cos of this stupid virus. i think i'll give anat tutorial a miss too! cos gosh everyone will be so disturbed w me coughing every 5 sec. sigh.

im going to be even MORE behind now. damn.

im stressed coughing n bleeding!

help.

-cheryl~*




cough mixture makes me crazy!
written on 2007-11-09 at 12:35 a.m.

Get Your Sexy Name

why do you see right thru me?
written on 2007-11-09 at 12:19 a.m.

mixed feelings

happy n sad.

sad > happy tho.

poo.

my song. *love*

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,
I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,
I try as hard as I can.

[why do you see right thru me..]

-cheryl~*





moving on to X
written on 2007-11-08 at 11:56 p.m.

ive been betrayed.

ive lost my trust.

i was a fool.

waiting.

lost but not alone.

i will find my way.

officially over.

i hate you you FUCK.

[moving on.]

-cheryl~*




losing my mind
written on 2007-11-02 at 8:14 p.m.

i think i might be losing my mind!

today when i woke up from my afternoon nap (yes i WOULD hibernate if i could) i heard this loud whirring noises like those bomber planes in WWII o.O

repeatedly!

but my mom n sister said they didnt hear anything. what if they have been replaced by some aliens n they are messing with my mind!?

n a few days ago. i hallucinated (at least it seems so) thinking i saw someone when i didnt. whats going on?!

on a lighter note -> i saw a green liver n put my hands in a hernia sac today :D

[losing my mind]

-cheryl~*




waiting - in vain
written on 2007-10-31 at 12:11 a.m.

hello world!

im currently - wishing for the impossible to happen. n dreaming of my future. :D
my current n new read - why do men have nipples?

CAs are 1 month away and judging by the frantic scurrying of the m1s in my batch. its time to start mugging.. i feel like i havent recovered from A levels.. so high inertia! but seriously looking at the kiasu competitive levels of those around me. damn scary.

like they are all so on the ball while im seemingly lagging behind.. i added seemingly cos im only lagging behind for anat. haha. amazing considering i had playhouse for the past 2 weeks!

rak tae was a blast! we didnt win best play n neither did i watch the best play.. (what nonsense not letting actors watch other plays..) altho i heard it was bordering unreal with the girl burning herself up on stage. what a painful n sad way to diE! i still advocate carbon monoxide poisoning as a painless comfortable death...

pornthip won best supporting actor! congratulations to him :D our only prize but then again.. not bad for a year 1 effort. plus we started writing the script 2 weeks before hand n practiced over-fervently all the way till the day itself..

its the first time i acted on such a big stage. but i'll say. it was quite a success.. the "i go turn on tee bee" thing was apparently the punchline of the play.. interesting audience perception. hm.

ah well since im not the funniest person in the world.. being able to make the audience laugh throughout the play was my secret success. :D portraying a believable filipino maid.. took work man. stupid accent.

it was wonderful while it lasted. damn fun.
now i have no reason to not mug. *sobs*

mr X. hooray! :D

[waiting - in vain]

-cheryl~*




girly girls
written on 2007-10-23 at 11:04 p.m.

im a girly girl! :D




SHIT
written on 2007-10-21 at 11:56 p.m.

what sort of guy you feel attracted to is determined by what kind of girl you are.

conclusion -> i like strange men.

when you like someone you know you r not supposed to like n yr chest tightens n you cant breathe you just want to scream n run away. bloody hell im getting desperate.

*snort*

[disturbed by my hormones]

-cheryl~*




playhouse!
written on 2007-10-18 at 10:51 p.m.

woah today was so eventful..

had playhouse rehearsal today.. im acting in playhouse for the M1 play.. its going to be damn good so everyone should come!! i think our play will be first so just come for ours n pon the rest wahaha.

btw the script is super interesting n theres tragedy, comedy, relationships, everything bao ka liao in our play! so must go must go!! :D

"27th of October, 3-8pm, at the University Cultural Centre Theatre. All the various years from M1-M5 are gonna be putting up a play each, so it's gonna be an exciting and entertaining event. Please do come down for it if you can make it!"

i think its free.. not sure yet! apparently they set aside 1 hour for each year! but gosh thats SO OVERKILL our play only 30 minutes..

anw. during rehearsal today, we took a strange break n started kboxing in LT29! lol. what magic you can do with a com, n a projector n 2 MIKES! lol.. shaun started playing tennis on miniclips.. then jiayi started playing random games.. there was a para para game (which she was good at..) then we found the KARAOKE game! (ah so fun.. got stupid songs like unchained melody, mac the ripper, since u been gone by kelly clarkson!) crooning n shattering glass had never been so much fun!! haha serious destressing.

huiwen's singing rox! :D

bug on the wire..

*slam table*
*thrust shoulders forward*
WHAT IS CHINESE NEW YEAR?

oh n the very quiet paul suddenly went berserk n shocked everyone today!!! AH! THIS IS THE FINAL STRAW o.O so shocking!

LAWL.

ahaha im glad i joined playhouse even tho i was saboed into acting..

[woooooooo playhouse!]

-cheryl~*

suffering? overwhelMED.
written on 2007-10-15 at 12:39 a.m.

hello world!

i havent blogged in ages.. but with good reason.. im now approximately 2 months into medical school.. n well. right now, i feel really down in the dumps.

its not that i dont enjoy my choice.. its WONDERFUL. its the ppl. they're scaring the hell out of me. mugging daily, making notes, constantly asking me strange questions that i dont think even the most specialized n experienced doctors know! i dont study much.. maybe thats why im feeling so bummed lately.

its seriously overkill. like practically 80% of the cohord is studying consistently. even the so called funky "play a lot" type r closet muggers. you know.. i never wanted med school to go this way! to the extent that im starting to dread school because of the over-competitiveness of the whole thing.

i just feel like running away from it all. im supposed to type my withdrawal letter from melbourne. but right now i feel like dropping out of NUS n going to melbourne. at least i'll not be with such ppl, n not succumb to peer pressure n get disgusted at antics of ppl around me.

being the greatest mugger in the world wont make you the best doctor. there r many other contributing factors.

i wish more ppl will understand the fact n stop staying up late mugger to the wee hours of the morning.

lax. please.

[lonely in med~*]

-cheryl~*




step forward? step back.
written on 2007-08-12 at 10:55 p.m.

school starts tmr.

first day as a med student.

drama after school.

crazy life!

[poo]

-cheryl~*




Antigone
written on 2007-08-12 at 9:15 p.m.

Antigone remains a complex character. one that hates her femininity, and detests to live within the realms of rules and men. Why did she bury her brother? She knew that her brothers were both vicious gangsters who plotted against their father to seize the thrown. Yet, the love for her brothers allowed her to throw everything away, a possible happiness with Haemon - marriage, children - she felt it cruel that Creon ruled that Polynieces be let to rot in the open, for all of Thebes to see, while Eteocles be allowed a proper honorary burial. Both were her brothers, and even though Polynieces led a rebellion against Eteocles and was named a traitor to Thebes, Antigone remained adamant that both were brothers that she loved dearly, none were the enemy or the hero. Both died in combat, and both were the brothers she loved. It pained her greatly to watch Polyneices corpse lie open in Thebes' square. To her, family now ruled greater than the Thebes, and Creon's laws were insignificant. She couldnt care less that burying Polynieces would end her life. She had lost everything, and nothing could be done to revive her brothers. Both deserved a proper burial in her mind. Polynieces could not be the exception. Amazing courage allowed her to throw everything away. In the extract, she believes truly in her cause and remains unrepentent in her actions. She goes against Creon and declares the reasons for her actions. She welcomes death and makes the last speech to the crowd before she is led into the tomb.

1. Polynieces deserves a proper burial.
2. I will never have another brother.
3. Who bloody cares?
4. I'm not scared of death. I welcome it.
5. Justice.
6. I will have the last laugh, Creon.
7. I will die for my brother.

[Antigone]

the strong and wilful.

-cheryl~*





HAMBAGA type
written on 2007-08-02 at 9:42 p.m.

yawns man!

going to NUS to do rag 3 times a week is quite bummer actually. especially when the fass peeps dont have to go down cos they have TONS of ppl! (this i found out from a very happy kimberly n amanda at drama) and other OGs dont go down..and play tennis everyday!

but im not complaining.. doing rag isnt fun but its the time spent with my OG thats great! :) i guess we bond when covered in starch (polysaccharide) and newspaper..^^

papier mache is not going to help me in life man.. but our bats turned out pretty. i'll take a photo soon! :) anw. rag usually means lunch in NUS. a step into the future.. where we wont have anything to eat except hawker centre style cuisine. OILY, MSG, FAT.

yeah so we were going to makan then we saw this cool RED HONDA! and we saw this on the bonneT!

decepticon!

and then my phone was stolen...

jiayan and half a wingyee!

yup yup fastforward to tuesday! went to watch simpsons with starscream and our OGLs anat group! wah simpsons was GODLY. haha. a lot of political satire.."i was elected to LEEEEAD not to REEEEAD" yup i cant remember the time i laughed so hard! and spiderpig rules! :)

and then we went to hip diner to eat! wha i remember the last time i was there was with ezzah and during dinner she got the msg that her friend got into med. spoil the mood la ezzah! yar but the food was damn nice man. huge portions. still fun today! :)

me and ruizhi's combo meal -> comes w soup and waffle with BEN N JERRY'S ice cream!

yums yums. yar then had drama lesson today. takes me 1.5 HOURS to get to katong from my house. and 45 min to get to NUS. and 45 min to get to orchard! WHY IS MY HOUSE SO INACCESSIBLE! ppppppfffft. i hope we rent it out and move to clementi. stupid. but i DIGRESS.

drama was pretty eventful. mr desmond has RETURNEd! yay! we were not getting much done with the other tcher.. ^^ sigh but seems like diploma isnt as ez going as i thought it would be. today i was asked..

1. what is antigone FEELING?
2. WHY is she making this speech?
3. WHERE is the feeling?
4. why NO BRECHT OR STANISLAVSKI TECHNIQUE?

.....fail.

so to make me remember im typing it here.. antigone did it for her love for her brother. (WILL YOU DIE FOR YR SISTER? -hesitates-) see like that how m i supposed to feel the sacrifice. AIYA. imagine claire goes to jail. will you do anything to get her out? will you go against the government?!!! eeee. she wants justice for her brother.. for even though he died a traitor she wanted a proper honorable burial for him. and so goes on.

persephone (PER-SEE-PHON-NEE)

impious (IM-PIE-OUS)

piety (PIE-I-TY)

oh and i must practice my singlish accent.

i love men like i love food -> "i luf men lyk i luf foot"

okok rag tmr! and we are all wearing little miss shirts! :)

[luff]

-cheryl~*





what i've been doing..
written on 2007-07-30 at 12:21 a.m.

hello hello its been a while since ive blogged. a lot of things have happened ever since the last time ive blogged.. ive been hopping from diaryland to blogspot to xanga and then back to diaryland again tho. ive been with diaryland so long.. dont see the need to switch loyalties!



ok so whats up with my life.. well point form is best..



1. drama dip is approaching and i havent actually read up on my theory or on greek theatre! and mr desmond is not back yet. oh do come back mr desmond! we NEED YOU!



2. medicamp is over and starscream rocks! ok starscream is made up of 6 girls and 8 boys if im not wrong.. pretty equal in no. but the better half prospectives are sadly disappointing! haha. i'll upload some other time cos i didnt bring a cam to camp so im relying on other ppl contributions..


starscream and ogls!


starscream ladies!




3. the run of love above all ends today! wonderful job ppl! it was wonderful. loved the little girl who played valerie elliot wah her voice was so cute. oh and joshua tan was a SAVAGE! haha.



4.shooting nationals were over. not very good haul this year. but what the hell its not all about winning. but it was disappoing tho. 2nd for pistol boys A div was the best.


air rifle girls! i look fat.




5. went for national day preview at the marina bay and its so pretty oh. okok it was kind of last minute but i was doing rag in NUS (oh the saikang!) when my dad msged me that he got tickets for the preview.. apparently it has something to do with him working for the governemnt.. NO NO he's not a spy! how cool if he were tho. haha. yes so we got some "good seats" he was so happy with himself. im not overly patriotic and i dont really like going to huge stadiums but it was pretty good la.


look at the number of ppl! omg. if got bomb how!?

so there i was walking a long distance to the marina bay stadium. then we had to go thru detectors and scan our bags. quite the airport routine! and there was this lady who decided to xray her dinner. how cute! yup but the sea of red was rather encouraging at the no. of patriots singapore has. lol. we passed thru the huge area in citylink where bengs breakdance and practice bike tricks. my mom was so surprised when i told her homeless ppl sleep here!

anw reached the stadium and well sat down. the whole stadium was wet cos of the rain! how terrible. anw the whole place was so colourful rather tasteless but what the heck la. the sea is colourful! haha. there were song performances and 2 i was very excited about..


dim sum dollies


tang quartet! eh the cellist is HOTokok some random shots of the scenery coming up..preview so patriotic too man.


my sister's naughty face!


me and my dad! we look alike right


monsters! the rar rar group la

okok so then there was a lot of talking, singing of national day songs. and then the parade started. i think confirm got a few ppl i know marching in the camo army NS uniform. i met a few of my friends guarding the outside of the marina bay stadium as well! haha so funny. oh wait the red lions swopping down from the helicopter!


flies!red lions!


parade formation

okok then cos its the preview the announcer went "may we all rise for the arrival of singapore's member of parliament!--simulated." omg that was damn funny. then this student in white holding the placard (FIRST MP) walks up waving to the audience..sheesh man really simulated. and then after a while another comes up with a placard (LAST MP) lol lol! and then "may we all rise for the arrival of the prime minister of singapore!---simulated." so the escort police on motor bikes drive in surrounding a mercedes benz and out pops out a STUDENT wearing white who waves eagerly at the audience. retarded man. then inspection blah blah..


giant pimples! jellyfish for the theme dragged along by saikang army boats..


beautiful waterfall of fireworks from sheares bridge


I WANT THIS CAR!

lastly and certainly NOT LEAST! fireworks!




i have no idea how this works. just click lor

yup up so thats whats been going on. wah updating took longer than i thought! :)

rag tmr sigh

[eventful]

-cheryl~*


dog n bone